"If you are nothing without the suit, you dont deserve it."

First outing with my colleagues~
watched Spiderman and had really nice dinner together
really grateful to have them. if i am going through this alone, i might go into depression seriously!
hahaha
long to go to finish this.....but we will be parted if we are finished here....
jz need to treassure our time together

"If you are nothing without the suit, you dont deserve it."
If the past was what defined the current me,
If that was all about me,
If I am only just that ...............................
I worked hard for tens of years in order to earn that opportunity
YES, i made it and i am still proud tat i did!
BUT THEY ARE ALL MY PAST NOW!
if i am only good once in my life, i am good for nth!
i need to work hard now to achieve what i expect for myself in the next 10-20 years
things never come to me easy,
if i can keep going and stop complaining, that's wat make me stronger than me at the moment
I need to ignore the rest and do a good job in what i expect myself to be good at