i am not satisfied by doing manual work!!!!!which could be done by anyone not being qualified as a professional (not trying to belittle this group of people, in fact, i respect them more than my own colleagues)
what i am saying is that i cant expect myself to do the same chores as them then feel inferior coz i wont be able to perform better than they do.
BECAUSE it's abt habituation! if it is manual work and u do it longer, u will be able to finish it fast and accurate like a robot!!!!!
BUTTTTT, this is not what i see myself doing HERE!
there must be some expectations and promises this opportunity is going to offer! come on!!!! i waited so long for it ! i didnt wat for nth, did i?
YESSSSSS, i am having trouble bridging the gap between my expectations and the reality here.
It's not anyone's fault that this gap exists or when this gap is actually getting bigger with time!
conditions and circumstances jz make it into what the reality is now!
However, i made lots of sacrifice and effort to get into where i am standing now
AM NOT GONNA QUIT WITH EMPTY HANDS!
I am responsible for my own learning!
they are not teaching, nvm! Learning from them isnt the only way to learn!
there are tonnes of ways to learn , why must I rely on them when they are not willing to??!
JUST skip ur excuses! You are responsible for ur own learning!!!!!
jia you!!!!