If I knew it was death rattle, I might hv observed the whole process of her leaving this world
If I were who I am today, I could hv helped in managing her last days
If I were a lil bit more mindful back then.......

TBH, i hv no idea y the passion grows in me
was it bcoz of her and what she experienced before she left ?
or is it me who tend to always relate everything in my life to her, knowing that she is the person who has influenced me damn lot while I grow?
Is my passion related to or generated by her?
I am confused, but am happy
grateful to stand where I stand today, although she is gone now........

life goes on~

foggy season

brunch...

woke up at 8am...lying under the duvet till 11am, 3hrs of phone scrolling

OMG....i hv tonnes of work to be done and i am lazy!!!

this is a serious disorder 

when it is cold, the lazy guy in me grows!!!

TT

enjoy the weather and the foggy view

the blind in my room has chosen the right timing to drop off

haha

#cheese

有种付出，没有回报
我很幸福，一直
直到今天， 我才遇上徒劳无功的事
原来，真有徒劳无功的事
说不难过，是骗人的
可是事情过了大概半年的今天
我很感恩有那样的经历
其实真的没什么要抱怨的
即使结果是不好的，
过程却是绝对值得的
（虽然失败了不该为失败解释，我是真心的觉得再来一次·，我也会做同样的选择）

开始老了，
学会轻易放下很多执着
开始懂以前坚持的某某其实对人生起不了太大的作用
也因为看开了，放下事情变得那么的快

尽力了，
疲乏不堪了
享受了过程
学习了些什么，看清了现实
that's it
也学会一件事：
不是有回报的事才值得做

我。。。不一样了。。。
愿我可以成为自己看得起的那种人
那个微不足道，渺小到不行却·因为小小的举动带给身边最卑微的positive改变的人
生活，真的不容易
可是该怎么活， 别人无权过问
我，至少还剩那么一点权利
加油！！！！！

2.11.15

4pm in the evening

had group discussion after meeting with my facilitator

came out with this "night" view

today, or recently it had been foggy

not sure if i am right, i always feel extremely cool when it is foggy

it is the start of autumn now 

the campus has been very beautiful with yellowish-orange leaves on the tree

hmmm, should hv gone for a walk in the evening 

Enjoy the chill 

enjoy being busy

enjoy being a student 

enjoy being here doing wat am doing feeling wat i feel at this moment

#lovelife  

1pm in the afternoon

yellow warning ...very foggy

when you live in a place with fluctuating weather, there is nth known as "good weather"

thus, u dont live depending on weather

u see ppl jogging almost at any time, raining, foggy, below 10 degrees, 30++degrees

love this attitude!

No one can stop me doing what i want!!!

#lovelife

Hi, November 2015

Foggy!!!!!at least not hazy.....=)

Post Haloween

Autumn again

Feel the dropping of temperature

Love the colourful leaves 

Grateful to experience it again

Post Haloween today

Went for groceries shop

Cashiers dressed up n decorations yet to be removed

N of course half drunk ppl with police around

Hello, november!