If I knew it was death rattle, I might hv observed the whole process of her leaving this world
If I were who I am today, I could hv helped in managing her last days
If I were a lil bit more mindful back then.......

TBH, i hv no idea y the passion grows in me
was it bcoz of her and what she experienced before she left ?
or is it me who tend to always relate everything in my life to her, knowing that she is the person who has influenced me damn lot while I grow?
Is my passion related to or generated by her?
I am confused, but am happy
grateful to stand where I stand today, although she is gone now........

life goes on~