非常郁闷
TT
讨厌等待
讨厌现在的生活
活得不精彩
非常不爽，但是不选择离开
讨厌自由不了的自己
或许。。。我的自由年代真的过了

Had just finished my 5am-to-2pm routine

Today, as it was the last day, someone came at 6am, when I was awake but still unconscious. As usual, my programmed reflex kicked started.

Me :" morning, miss. Bla bla bla bla bla....... May I know which package do you prefer to take?"

Normally, ppl would say "the free one" or "the basic one".

She replied, "the default one."

Obviously, she is an engineer. Ya right, was at an engineering company.

*it is SENSITIVE*

When I was young, every educator in my life told me to mingle with ppl, to make lots of friends, to learn of diff cultures and most importantly, to not be judgmental
Nevertheless, I was sent to an environment where it is unilateral

When I grew up, I then got my first chance to actually get an insight into the real multiracial society of our country.
I didn't do well at first, because I felt the barriers.........Cultural one and social one
But I managed to make friends though
With a few episodes of quarrel due to misunderstanding and inability to understand other languages.

Later, I got a chance to see the bigger picture of the world. I observed the acceptance and openness ppl hv on differences among individuals. And I saw how this group of ppl with no dominant grew and succeeded in things they were doing.

Then I grew old enough to get into the society.  I did particularly well at my workplace.
If there is only one people of my race the other races can remember, I would say at least 70% of them would mention me.
Then I get weird stares, jealous looks from ppl of my race.

Just want to say,
1. I was brought up by great educators ! Thankful for that.
2. Just stop and think for a while. Why the discriminating look? Are you really superior? What makes u so?
3. This SENSITIVE issue will drown us and our future. I am educated in this way to be a person like me because I am extremely lucky. If you are not as lucky as me, why not stop ignoring it by saying it is SENSITIVE? learn abt it now because it will save yours and ur own kids' future.

*DO NOT SEE HOW IT IS SENSITIVE WHEN THE ISSUE IS PLAYED AGAIN AND AGAIN ON MEDIA.*

Patient:"I really salute you gals....You gals mist be very patient to be in your line. You are in a very special line. I always wonder how it is to be in your shoes."

He asked where did I graduate from. Then asked if the cafeteria is ran by Sodexo too (as the factory I visited today is) because he visited before and remembered it was Sodexo. I said yes and we started a conversation comparing the food back in my uni n those in the factory. LOL
*uncle, you must be kidding me to complain abt food at urs. It is so damn cheap!!*

He asked for our names and said "XX, thank you very much. Thank you for conducting ECG for me and thank you for all the troubles"

P/s: sometimes, I think this is the meaning of continue staying at a position that doesn't suit you. There are jz reasons for you to continue the fight no matter how hard it is gonna be.

Greeted by these robots early morning. Dunno why, jz got attracted for no reason. Never interested in these robotic creatures though. Was thinking, this must be a world made up by 1% of everything? So what can this robotic 1% do in my world? 

#curiosity

#innovation 

When you are bored with wat u do on daily basis
When the only motivation for you to continue working is the salary
Probably it is time ......For.....A change
For a risky turn
Or maybe for a rest ?

看是非常漂亮的城市

但是真住里面却没想象中美好

没事就塞车

到达目的地跟下车可以隔个半小时

出去吃个午饭都要排长队

周末mall里超拥挤

#我比较适合当村姑