Sunrise in the city centre

#幸福快乐可以真的很简单

#自己的快乐自己负责

努力，心血， 他们有脚
绝对， 会带我到想去的地方
坚信不移!!!!!!

回来前，有心理准备日子苦
回来前，理清楚了，不会放弃我想过的日子，lifestyle
回来了好几个月， 失败了
尽管特别努力，还是没法
原因有两个，
第一，不够坚定
第二， 无谓的牺牲
舍自不利人
只想说， 我尝试过， 特别不开心， 甚至开始担心这样下去自己健康吗
然后，又站在抉择路口，
别再自以为伟大地做对不住自己的事了!!!!
整个过程， 我非常努力求全
我没办法办到
然后，突然觉得自己太蠢
世上哪有完美？ 求全，到底在求什么？？！！
我想要无多余的顾忌，自由自在地走下去
当我并没拥有什么， 为什么小心翼翼害怕失去？我就算失去些什么， 但我赚了快乐不是吗？
快乐的时光， 回忆， 珍贵!重点是，钱买不了!!!!!!
我愿意， 为自己， 活一遍!

#平安夜

#平安的被

再遥远都会上岸

只是需要多点耐心

天上唯一发亮的飞机

迎面而来的风

眼里的对岸灯光

还有。。。陪伴

#宁静的夜晚

#珍惜

这阵子最开心的一天吧
吓得心脏快停了
以为世界末日到了
但是勇敢地踏出一步尝试解决，
原来，柳暗花明又一村
#幸福
#活得勇敢坚强

机会是留给准备好的人
加油加油加油!!!

努力
加油!!!!
准备!
冲!!!!!!!!

淡然应付窘状 为何还是好难

This is probably how it feels to watch babies from the transparent shield

=)

Baby boy, pls grow up into a decent man ya!

How I wish u will remember me who played with u when u are under 1.

Good luck venturing into ur real home.  

So I hv jz realised that I am working with unfair pay after 3 weeks of working

Should hv discussed abt pay in detail during interview

I am a citizen of this country but am paid like illegal immigrants on this land of my beloved home country.

Even the Labour Law can't protect me.......Isn't law supposed to be protecting the rights of its ppl?

人，找不到工
工， 找不到人
#现实

好幸苦
TT
非常生气
非常想告这鬼公司
都怪我，interview 不懂乔好这些
加油加油
日子再苦，有所学习就好
绝对不能只那个几百块
学习的机会自己创造
加油
忍忍吧
相信苦尽甘来

那里， 下雪了
圣诞快到了
Shopping是时候了
但是这一切，跟我无关了

我有艳阳高照的早晨上班时间
和下雨的午后放工时候
然后，就只能三餐温饱了
#就算只拥有一丁点，也是我努力换来的

特别想念想吃什么做什么的日子
好想有个设备齐全的厨房
好希望再一次生活到ingredients超便宜的世界
#长大了梦想变成材米油盐酱醋茶

过了这段日子，这些眼前的考验
我想我就qualify myself for 凄凉浪漫的真爱故事主角
照这个剧本走下去，下个发生在我身上的好事大概就是为了真爱嫁给乞丐这类的
绝对没有歧视， 只是想说，如果我学会享受这住在连basic necessity 都没有的living condition下， 我的真爱大概更容易无价吧
#没什么大不了的
#吃喝拉撒
#拿怎样的薪水怎样活

我们这代人，需要比上一代努力
走他们走过的路，已经不能保送我们到他们到达的地方
很常，
“为什么不开店？”
“为什么不出国？”
“为什么我看别人都赚大钱？”

我的路，你们看不见，也不明白
只要求一件事， 能不能，请，对别人仁慈点？
我，很努力，不在乎
我，很勇敢，虽然越努力越难过
我，知道我的路必须自己搭桥，开辟
我，很渴望有只友善的手可以拉我一把
我，会坚持！
学会面对，学会忍耐，学会不在乎，学会听过就算

原来EQ高的男生特别吸引人
😄😄

Colleague’s cooking demo practice 

Banana-cinammon toast 

Expired. 

Popped till my thumb is swollen. 

After done the test, I gave out an apple for the patient.
The patient : No free pen?
Me : sorry, we don't give free pen.
The patient : pen pineapple apple pen ma.....

日子苦，苦日子
天堂和地狱间， 真的是一秒钟的事
记得， 为你现在受的苦，填上满满的回报
加油。。。

不为五斗米折腰！
不为五斗米折腰！！！
不为五斗米折腰！！！！！！
别想 exploit me
姐就算饿死也不干!
我饿不死的！！！
现在的情况就是一个字， 难！
难又怎样？
我喜欢挑战
苦是苦，原则要坚守
越在低潮站得越直
别原地停留，一嘴嚷嚷“等机会”就行
第一，不做被动的等待
第二， 制造不了机会至少要配得起机会
加油。。。坚信！

27/10/16
In a night ferry
Met a grandma from Bombay
She looked like a kind grandma. Was smiling looking at my face. Walked slowly towards me and sat down by me
We were sitting at the side of the ferry.
I was fairly down. Shits happened. I started to feel particularly frustrated at my own life. I tried my best to stay positive. I tried , tried harder , tried even harder n harder. Time past, all effort came to no avail.
I stared at the waves, without looking at her, because I knew I wished some quiet moments.
She started a conversation. "The sea smells so nice. It has been ages that I don't come close to sea. I really like it. ", followed by a long cheerful laughter. That laugh, was what cured my moodiness last night.
A laughter that reminds me what simple happiness is. I used to be such person. I mean my happiness never costs me anything.
Y am I sad or desperate abt not earning?
The situation isn't really that bad. I asked myself again n again in the past months. The answer was always "mild-moderate".
I am affected by the other's perception.
I wasn't happy because i no longer see things via my own eyes. I let others watched my world and received their pities as they offered, thinking that I deserved.
"The sea is reflective of your emotion. If you are happy, it makes u happier. If you are sad, it makes you sadder. I like the sea because it makes me realise if I am happy."
Spot on!
We chatted for a while and she said "it is dangerous for a girl like you to linger around alone at night. Where are u going to stay when we reach the shore?"
She even worried abt my safety. She said good luck and "nice to meet you" to me before leaving.

Always meet foreigner when I am alone using public transport. =)
A blessed night to obtain encouragement or get reminded of my long fight from a lovely stranger.
Yea rite, I am fine.

什么都做不了时， 努力做好每件小事吧

吃喝拉撒，做点小事，重复又重复，日子就过了啦

加油

#史上最成功之番茄炒蛋

坚持!
别管做了别人给予的反应
一直一直，一件一件，做下去
每每面对不如意， 记住，坚持才会有奇迹
没时间伤心，垂头丧气
加油

A vaincre sans peril, on triomphe sans gloire

To win without risk is triumph without glory.

坚持，真的，更需要勇气!
一定要，誓死，不停地，尝试。。。
一停下来，负面情绪就涌出来
我不会被情绪打败!!!!

要相信，每每貌似错过的，都为即将来临的铺陈
#非常努力地活得正向

Prague Lennon Wall 

Come gather 'round people
Wherever you roam
And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You'll be drenched to the bone
If your time to you
Is worth savin'
Then you better start swimmin'
Or you'll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come writers and critics
Who prophesize with your pen
And keep your eyes wide
The chance won't come again
And don't speak too soon
For the wheel's still in spin
And there's no tellin' who
That it's namin'
For the loser now
Will be later to win
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come senators, congressmen
Please heed the call
Don't stand in the doorway
Don't block up the hall
For he that gets hurt
Will be he who has stalled
There's a battle outside
And it is ragin'
It'll soon shake your windows
And rattle your walls
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.

The line it is drawn
The curse it is cast
The slow one now
Will later be fast
As the present now
Will later be past
The order is
Rapidly fadin'
And the first one now
Will later be last
For the times they are a-changin'.

坦白说， 笑不出来

Local.

天空和我的中间 只剩倾盆的思念

 #今天下太阳雨地说

一句话总结2个多月的心情：
好不容易赢得的基本人权，12小时之间， 不再属于我了。。。

没什么大不了， 从新适应吧

http://www.wildatlanticway.com/stories/highlights/breathtaking-moments-along-the-wild-atlantic-way/?utm_source=Facebook&utm_medium=Social&utm_content=re_target_ad2_donegal_boat&utm_campaign=wild_Atlantic_way_embrace

really wish to revisit

世上没有容易的人

加油！！

back!
1. am shocked at the prices of stuffs in the supermarket. Not gonna buy anything for now, hahahahah
2. weather isnt too bad. Hot but comfortable.
3. Miss the politeness of ppl i met in the past years. Not anymore here. Bitch faces everywhere!!!! I mean why isnt it a culture here to smile at strangers and talk politely?
4. Miss dealing with clerks there. U got a problem, ur problem solved when u left the desk. Here? hahahahahaha......jz cant take "No/ wait/ I cant help" as an answer!

not complaining or wat....jz saying "I need time adapting' in a rude way. Forgive me pls.
Coz one day, i might get used to them and speak/act in those ways i used to again.

Am trapped in med school
Haha....well, I deserve it coz I ignore the thunderstorm warning.
Laughing inside at my ignorant.....
I din bring coat or umbrella, and I am wearing as thin as a banana leaf. No hoodie whatsoever!
=(
Who would hv predicted this at 30℃?

It's time....
It's time to move on.
Am grateful for all the experience here
Am grateful to have met every single one who contributed to my reflections and learning
I cant bring anything home, except memories and friendship
I have always been travelling with one way tickets in my life.
Am pretty sure that this is one-way too.
Really really feel sad inside....to say goodbye.
Thanks for teaching me how to live and how to love. It's sth I have not come across before. Really really really grateful that it was me who occupied the time and space here.
Life goes on~~~without you, in another setting, another plot.
Be tough and continue with ur own lifestyle regardless of where you are at. For there is only one reason of giving up............YOU DONT WISH TO.
Keep going....It's still far from the end.
=)

太吸引了

夏天的blueberries

感动

可贵的晴天！！

16.7.2016

此刻的生活，是起床，吃brunch，去逛街。。。
20℃， 太开心了·~~~
今天去了city
凉凉的风，暖暖的阳光
海边正在建着
下星期吧， 会去最后一次
好舍不得！真的!
非常！
就这样，一眨眼。。。
今天遇见了大妈型的服务人员，非常友善
因为是weekday， 蛮peaceful的。。。
美好的一天
=）

又两年了

long awaited moment!!!!
throwing pilesssss of notes!!!!!!
why dont I feel the excitement and happiness in doing so?
Have longed to do it every time i feel stressed
have waited for this moment to come
why do I feel sad inside?
I spent most of my life, literally, with these piles
It might not be an easy journey for me , but definitely a fulfilling one
satisfied with everything I got now, happy that i owned every moment along the way, be it happy or sad one
jz dont feel happy when things end now
TT
回不去了。。。只剩回忆
努力过，用心过
或许并无法像想象中那样，带我到达我要去的地方，
却正正式式地，把我送到那条轨道上
路，很长，太长太长
6年前， 6年就很长，但是这6年对我太重要了
目前最骄傲的事，也是这六年
不是一帆风顺的，却安稳度过每个难关
因为年轻，世界没那么复杂，感恩！！！
未来更长，希望可以继续单纯地朝这条路走下去，
很明白未来这条路肯定比这六年坎坷
但是这刻放弃，我对不起这六年
一定要勇敢解决每个问题阻碍！！！！！
加油！！！
#路太长
#健康最重要!

14 days to grad
TT
leaving very very very soon
2 yrs, in a blink of eyes

10pm sunset

omg, need to wake up really early 

should sleep now 

really enjoy the sound of the clock in my uni heard in my room 

gonna miss the every 15-min clock ringing 

wish me luck in my trip 

=)

#pre毕业旅行

Snack that i love most here

Will defo miss this 

T. T

Meal after getting the results

One last time 

Thai restaurant in the neighbourhood

Was actually quite moody
anyway, batter pineapple!

#空了

Maple tree seeds

不想说
不想要因为什么，而理所当然的justify自己为什么把负面情绪带给身边的人
再难过，失望，伤心，那是我的事
地球不会因为这样而停止转动
太阳照样升起落下
时间依旧用它一贯的步伐前行着
日期时候到了也会改变
而那被负面情绪渲染的时光
不能说被浪费了，因为无比真实
就是人生的部分吧
只是希望，当我说不想参加什么活动·，或是我有plan了的时候
能够有点隐私，自由
不要穷追不舍地问，也不要persuade
就是，懂我的人大概都懂，要是会去，肯定一口答应
要是拖拖拉拉，90%不回去
何必去了又疯不起来， 影响别人呢？

唉。。。
冷风陪伴冷冷的心
打起精神来吧
日子还是要过
肚子还是会饿
还是会累会睡觉
没什么比以上更了不起的
情绪，好的坏的，来了就会走
只是a matter of time
而这段时间，我不想lose掉自己
再难过，behave!

sadness that blueberries cant help

*没在博同情还是装惆怅，完全是为了提醒自己别活得对不起自己而写

16℃
凉凉的，好舒服
一杯茶
一本书

还蛮适合村姑的生活的
今天去了我这辈子去过最野外的地方吧
一路上的虫鸣鸟叫
一大片的field
glasshouses
牛！！

从前从前，这里是两个villages
叫做Sutton 和Bonington
这两个村子里各别有个chapel
然后有一天，这两个小村子合二为一了
就是今天的Sutton Bonington
好喜欢这里的 wheat research centre 和其他走在时代尖端的农务实验
好cool 哦

这里有间gallery
超厉害的， 有garden railway
http://soarvalleygardenrailway.weebly.com/
重点是， 是charity！

小地方很好，
农村也很好
好喜欢！

Love this!

很多东西看是真的，都是假的

有些东西，不起眼，却是真实的

真真假假，假假真真，不过如此

不重要，不必在乎

不打紧，别介意

日子过了，就好了

Brunch~

Start working pls!!!

06.06.2016

幸福的巧遇

好怀念一起学法文的日子

=）

美好的une journée ensoleillée

Picnic Day

Finally it's today!
We had waited for a sunny day like today for quite some time
Finally, sunny day at 23℃ !
Picnic in the park!
We prepared some food and headed to the park by almost an hour walk
It was enjoyable
There was a huge exhibition of mini cars or old ancient cars dated back to pre-war
(Dont ask me abt the rusted spare parts or when was pre war. I have no idea at all.)
Realised that our gathering couldnt be complete anymore without alcohol.
This time was rum diluted in juice.
The thing is, with ICE
SO 幸福
And, 1st time in my life to have the ice kept onli in a normal container, lasted a few hours till we finished our celebration!

Love this bunch a lot honestly

Despite the lil fights now n then 

Despite knowing the weaknesses of every single one in the group

Jz an extraordinary encounter to hv met each other and to have kept each other company in this journey of 6 years! 

珍惜！

嗯。。。或许最近时间多吧
反复地问了自己，我到底想怎么活
i mean to live, in my own definitions
living isnt abt breathing, in my definitions
it's abt fulfilling certain responsibilities, more abt passing time in an educated way honestly
least abt relationship, i guess
其实讲白了，只是比较在乎别人无法顾及的自己的感受
嗯，或许很多时候都对身边比较close的人都有某些期待，expectation吧
不是那种expect有的没的，是一种基本的做人
总觉得很受伤，失望
当认为的好友说不堪的“真样就没意义了” ------这么多年，就一句“没意义”
当很珍惜很珍惜的人， 暗地里却在盘算着怎么从同一群人当中找好处
当心情不好就消遣别人的一切

特别失望，是真的
很明白，人之常情，但是一辈子想这样过活吗？
不想，不要。。。
那么就只能长智慧了。。。
加油！
听到的别理，看见的看开，努力做好自己就好
努力包容，努力活出自己想要的样子
可以分享，但别解释，别邀人参与，因为会把一切廉价化
可能，未来的路在那我不懂，至少，我懂我要的生活不能来至任何人。。。
加油！！！
苦就苦吧。。。别埋怨
身体不冷心冷是真的  =）

random weekend morning 

random sweet breakfast, random mocha 

coupled with gossips 

lol

randomness is the best plan!

就在大马路独自地绽放着

不需要任何理由,解释

伴着Lord Trent

守候着那对鹰

没有墙角的小花那么孤独

却勇敢的，独立的占着自己想占的位子

哪怕那是awkward的，哪怕那多么不可思议

就是，努力做自己

佩服！

What a satisfying shopping day!

It is the French week in the store!!!

So happy to grab French products!

The fish soup which tastes like laksa!!!!!

Always miss the hot fish soup in Cannes. 

<3 p="">

Kimchi pork stir 

Bak kut teh 

 with two full pots of salad 

很好意思的说， 减肥餐

最后一次。。。格子间的生活

好感动

盯着那个键盘上跑步的人很久了

没事做后的第一个monday blue

终于，甘愿整理房间了

累

今天跑步时遇见一对巧克力色兔妈妈和小兔子
好可爱！！！
第一次，看见人没有马上跳回草丛

La fete des meres

一棵经历春夏秋冬的树

一辆代步的车

一栋装满希望的家

Did I not tell u that my uni is a forest?

First day of my new life

Did nth

But got a shot of sunshine after 2 weeks of nerding

Cambridge!

So the exam was delayed for 4 minutes 

Gave me a shock, thought Murphy's Law kicked!!!

hahaha...it ended anyway.

went to have tapas lunch....good food good companion

then visited the Green's Mill 

was introduced to it during a voluntary event

realised that every single one i talked to went to this mill

so made it into my MUST-visit list

it belongs to the Green's family. GEORGE GREEN

well, i spent quite a lot of my time staying in the George Green Library 

thus, I must visit his invention at least.hehe

one fine day, nice weather, good companion

It really saddened me a bit when the moment I longed for arrived. 

it feels surreal. And, I suddenly feel empty inside.

when I left the exam hall, i met my British close frens

that hug jz made me cry inside. really not sure if we'll see each other again.TT

guess how they celebrated the end of the course??

they brought wine and champagne and opened them jz outside the venue of exam!!!

hahahaha

then acted like drunk walking in the uni 

really glad for the experience in this uni

hope my results will be fine. 

#ended

其实，考到今天，我已经不晓得what's wrong with me 

how is it possible that I screwed every exam if I did study hard

why did I not perform in every exam?

seems like I have been giving excuses for my underperformance 

why and how did I not fulfill my own expectation?

I just cant understand why didnt I demonstrate my normal ability under exam setting

I always got the answers at the moment I left the hall

it jz happened too frequently nowadays that it worries me.

WHAT"S WRONG?

#lastday

我　不相信
那　種命運
抵達盡頭前
我不放棄

原来我需要的只是一杯热牛奶

突然间，好想就这样专研一辈子

明天加油

#2daystoanend

不管多frustrated
记住，你必须让身边的人舒服，幸福
要不然，你的快乐，好无耻，好没有价值
没有什么委不委屈的，想要争取自己的快乐，就长点智慧吧
这是对自己的期许，一定得做到

would you believe this is jz outside the library that I love to study at? Basically the uni is a big forest. Haha.was completely bare a month ago. 

Introducing you to the TaraxacumS. They occupy every field, every corner, every roadside!

Was revising in the library today
was sunny in the morning
rush home when it turned cloudy, realising that I didnt bring the umbrella
am happy with today's progress
just wanna proof that "tried my best" isnt an excuse
no matter what, continue working to the last minute of my undergraduate years.
#3daystoanend

等你 完成你的目標 
要戒掉逞強的嗜好 

累！

为什么不想被人打扰时总被人打扰？？
不觉得自私吗?
我， 不想跟你讨论这事！！！
所以我只聆听，可是，就算只是聆听都让我很难过
电话里那头越聊越开心的tone，和电话这头越来越沉的心
委屈自己，因为在乎你，想让你好过点
可是却变成让自己和你好过都得我做了
不是计较做的多少，而是有点打肿脸皮充胖子了
自不量力，让自己开心就有够不简单地了

1. “I'm sorry to turn you down. I am not ready to talk about it now."
2. "Maybe you can talk to someone else about it? I really need a good rest now!"
3. "Sorry that I cant talk to you right now. You'll be fine! Just like you always do!"

#careforurself

心情谷底，吃甜的，结果包装上写#letgo. HAIZZZZZZ.TT

extremely disappointed with myself

what the hell did i do in the exam hall

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

*Sighing*

TT

加油。。。最后几天了！

或许就算再糟，也在人生里不起眼吧

享受最后几天吧

记住，答应了的不言弃

*sigh*

thought of a colleague who always recites "No harm done"
now i understand why he was so concerned abt harm 

#lastOSCE
#4daystoanend

Sunny day = D 

earliest exam ever!!!

gonna sleep well and wake up very early tomolo

hope things will be fine

jia you!!!!

#5daystoanend

加盐的青豆。。。幸福的味道。嘴里的味道，心里的滋味，复杂！

"The secret to happiness is to see all the marvels of the world. And never forget the drops of oil on the spoon."---Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist

spent my day revising in my room

bcoz it was cloudy day, I didnt go to the library which is about 10 minutes away

well, less productive as being expected, but i still managed to finish the work planned

=)

half way through. So close yet so far.

#6daystoanend

非诚勿扰！
非常明白每个人都带着目的说话或做事
这没有错啊，就看你的目的多单纯
朋友受伤了，我说：“你还好吗？” ， 我的目的是关心，谈一谈的目的是让她释怀看开，这目的单纯
我心情复杂，烦心，反正就是想一个人，不想被打扰时，还拨时间跟你谈谈
代表我礼貌上必须搭理你，或是你是我在情在理无法拒绝的人
我强着头，硬着皮，挤出笑容，然后你的目的不是单纯的关心
而是在指使，命令，吩咐
说真的，心很凉。。。
也不是第一次，心里其实早就呐喊着“please leave me alone!!!!"一万次
又如何，命运吧。。。这辈子该还的，别抱怨

或许是我的问题，从来都不想我的人生太热闹
从来，就向往自由，绝对的自由
极度讨厌被摆布的感觉
我要的生活，你从来不懂
而放弃，我无怨无悔，因为是责任
可是留给我更大的空间好吗？
这么多年了，我不可能是以前的我，我变了！
生活习惯，思维，一切！
而现在需要在这里写这些，我需要学习
学习下一次微笑带过，学习敷衍你的吩咐，但又让你觉得我有认真对待你的话
学习在窒息中找空间恢复自由

仅此而已。。。学习面对问题（不是抱怨文， pls dont misunderstand my intention.)

Harder than the mock 

not a usual thing

but ya, expectation. you are going to be a pre-reg SOON. literally in a month time if u're a local here

well, hope i survived. Am sure I can do perfect if i have another 10minutes. 

GOD! wat did I jz say? How could I say that?! It's an EXCUSE for any inaccuracy! 

Learnt a new vocab in the exam hall 

whiplash :injury caused by a severe jerk to the head, typically in a car accident.

anyway, moving on.....

2 big oral exams ahead

OMG!!!!

Try harder and harder and harder this one last time. 

Give ur very BEST in the exam hall!!!!

It's not abt prep! you have been preparing since months ago!

You need to stay calm and structure your answers well!

Do as if  you are your idol speaking.

厕所。。。哎。。。没什么好说的，自己来吧！希望不要那么快脏就好。

moody cloudy day with a cup of warm tea 

HUNGRY after an hour of house chores. 

READ and SPEAK and READ and SPEAK

#7daystoanend

#520

Dandelion is everywhere~~Time for it to shine ~

Woke up 2 hours earlier, reached the library an hour earlier than I always do

spent the morning reading in the library

Felt the intensifying headache

went back home but took the longest path to go home

guess it was due to over-exertion on my eye muscles 

haizzz, didnt finish the work planned for today...=(

bought this on my way home....miss the one at home..Dad always bought it home as a surprise.

got the timetable for next OSCE. Haha, 2nd batch in the morning

last OSCE was the only time in my life not in the first or last 3 batches in an exam. 

now, the fate came back to me. 

anyway, timing isnt something really key.

well, sleep in an hour time and wake up early for the exam tomolo

#8daystoanend

为了给自己打气，做了葱蛋。

Woke up at 6am to have a final touch on stuffs before going to another campus for exam.
Was raining, I wasnt in the mood for it, played this song
 And the spirit to kill watever blocking my way to graduation was reignited. 

Came back from the exam. well, didnt do well.but the satisfaction was there. I decided to push myself a lil further from what i thought was my limitation, I tried and failed and tried and failed. 

BUT I made it in the exam hall! Thanks, darling, for not giving up before u reached the exam hall. 

This pile....well, yes, I'll most probably not scoring high, but I worked my way to earn every point I gain. 

Procrastination no more! The 3-hr exam is past. Probably the last "eat-and-vomit" exam in my life. 

well, like being said, this is a long game and it is not an exam for knowledge but my perseverance  throughout this period of time.

Think of why I started this journey.

why do I groan about it now when it is almost coming to an end?

Is this all you can do? Complaining and moaning over hardship on your pathway?really?

日出而做，日落而息。。。夕阳， 20：45.

#9daystoanend

The gardener was mowing the lawn when i left to library this morning
That refreshing aroma of the grass gave me a shot of lorazepam to my restless mind
Spent my day memorising notes in the library

Sunny day~ like to sit beside the transparent window

Ahhh~~~ never expect this type of “scanning-and-printing” exam in my uni life
Anyway, tried my best. Not sure how much i can write in 3 hours tomolo. Wish me luck!

Sleep now and exam right away next morning! 

Give my best!

#10daystoanend