有这么一天，
The Piano Guys 跟我在同个城市！！！！！！！！
OMG！！！

sataysssssssss

Pasar malam again tonite.  

Being an embassador today!

my housemate likes satays the most!

hehehe.....at least i recommended sth right!

u know wat, i rarely crave for food here...

but the craving is very bad after i hv tasted not-so-authentic food!!

TT....regretted to give them a try!

but yea, hope these give an idea to my housemate to how our traditional food is like.

It's always being away tat makes u a better "local"
haha
it was very embarassing when i said it was my first time having roti jala just like my foreigner housemate was!
hahaha

Felt so proud of our rich cultural background!
When she said all she has are pizza n home made burger which are really good but nth  symbolic of their culture or people.

说不出的味道

10% 咸咸的

10% 淡淡的番茄甜 

30%麻油味

20%蘑菇味

10%姜味

10% celery味

10% 小时候的味道

热腾腾的

好好哦！

Pharmacist-has-to-do-everything!

hoover this time
==''''''''''''''
unscrewed 6 nuts
investigated how it works
problem was with the belt ....was broken
basically the cause was there was a mass of hair bundling around the core turning axis.  (imagine a mass of hairs wrapping around a pencil that is supposed to turn.  )
And, this mass of hair exerted strong resistance force on the belt that drives the turning axis , thus, caused the belt to break as a result of its destressing mechanism.
haizzz......2 conclusions:

1. B alert of how ur machine works every time u use it.  If v are a lil bit more vigilant, v would hv fixed the problem b4 this happens.

2.  Belt driven machineries arent good ones.  Bcause, u never know how much hair can be fallen from a lady every day!!!! Engineers, b smart and b practical!

P/s: Judging from the amount of hair I pull out from the part, there must be 4  long-hair demons living in our house!!damn scary!!!!!

Dear 4-morpholinothieno[3,2d]pyrimidine, 

I am gonna disassemble u! hohoho...*evil laughing*

Bye!

不要问我为什么

我感动得快哭了

为什么我是幸运的那个？

TT 

曾经说过，
跟你交朋友只需要知道你是什么人
好人， 坏人，可爱的人， 卑鄙的小人。。。
知道， 因为认识的过程中难免会从一些小细节发现你在我眼里是个什么样的人
但是，不管你在我的定义里是谁
i am no one to judge
知道就好

可是这不代表我同意帮你善后
在某某场合发了脾气， 或是很白目的做了什么
我只愿当个旁观者， 然后心里OS 道：“就知道会这样。。。”
然后在心里笑得很灿烂， 因为我认识的你就会做这种反应
因为每每打圆场都让我很累
或许很多人会选择性的交朋友，知道对方是个痞子，会躲得远远的
虽然我不会躲你，可不代表我很乐意每天跟你交际

我只想说，
没有人义务待在你身边
当那些种种都显示你不怎么珍惜与人的关系
坦白说，就算你是痞子，我还是很感恩这种缘分
人生总要遇到几个另类的人才会懂频率相似的朋友多么可贵
可以相处的人，才算深交！
舒服的朋友圈， 可贵！

Neighbour's garden

不喜欢因为忙忘了生活
忘了自己还呼吸着
忘了作为人的基本需求
忘了自己是谁，家在哪里
忘了自己有权利决定此时此刻要做什么

当然，很多时候
忙不由得你选择
可是该怎么忙却是你可以决定的
在这里学了他们一点
9-6 拼了命地做
6过后没有任何工事可以阻挡自己的plan
当然，放得下是关键

记得以前很忙
午餐30分钟必须解决
这30分钟包括排队的时间还有开拉链倒食物进胃的时间
那时候每天最伤心的时候， 就是午餐
因为一直觉得，活得连狗都不如！
不懂为什么， 一直觉得吃饭一定要热腾腾，一定要细嚼慢咽
那时候刚离家什么都得适应
（或许在家三餐都吃的好吧）

然后，发现到想太多很没用
比如说，吃饭吧
常常，饿到半死，看到那些食物马上饱！！完全不想吃！
然后，发现连想都不要想
再难吃，塞进嘴里，吞下去
把一切routine似地进行，机械化生活
这样活了几年，然后发现或许，我可以更好更好

其实，只要稍微做些改变（行动和观点上）
一切就会不一样
被动地接受一切真的没办法满足我自己

厕所，应该有一个月没洗了吧
刚刚洗了！
没有要怪谁的意思，大家都忙得没有人形了
超级不喜欢自己用忙当借口纵容自己活在这种状况下
厨房。。。
很多时候会埋怨值日的人
可是， 拜托，你也在用好吗？？！！！明天全洗了！！！加油！
生活呀！不就是柴米油盐酱醋茶吗？
如果这些没有处理好，你说， 我活过吗？

Lemon and blueberry
a perfect match!

如果世界上曾经有那个人出现过， 其他人都会变成将就。。。

谁能逼我将就

他们不过将就

Well, it is in fact a campus in the woods!

Favorite!

Load my body system with lotsssa antioxidants!

开雨伞遮太阳
感觉到异样眼光
收了

Feeling meh~~~

Blueberry muffins!

幸福～～

麻油姜丝炒肉

想死了！

Photo-dependence

I m very photosensitive
I sleep when it gets dark n wake up when it is bright
I didn't suffer jet lag bcoz my body works on biological photosensor instead of biological clock
Then, there came the winter n I was always in sleeping mode
After that, comes the spring n I'm sleep-deprived now
The sky is still quite bright at 10pm
And sun rises at 4-5am
Sleeping at 1am, I wake up at 5am due to the brightness change in my room
TT

Food for Thoughts

http://www.theguardian.com/education/2015/apr/23/phd-for-life-not-just-for-academia-uk?CMP=share_btn_tw

ça y est!!!!

Je pense que le Francais est un peu dur sur la prononciation car il est très différent de l'anglais!
Je suis heureux parce que j'ai un professeur qui est très utile.
Le temps je l'apprends est très heureux. Il pass trop vite.    Je vais continuez l'apprendre.

Another dream-come-true!
Do not claim that you like sth until you see how much, how hard or how far you can go for it!

p/s: the comprehension text was very long and hard-to-comprehend! what's more surprising was tat it was on the home town of my friend who offered to teach me the language! Haha.....

French keyboard is too special that i need to refer to the label when typing!

Cinq heures du matin
Someone rang my door bell again
Kept murmuring "deliver.....deliverrrred.....deliva"
A foreigner, with a pack of stuffs, came in a car  (wat v saw from the door viewer)
Wat the hell, who would order food in the middle of nite?
3 of us woke up n it wasn't ours
The last person couldn't wake up at all
Chances are tat was hers
Omg!my other housemate n I hv exam today!!!!

p/s:最不争气的是，本小姐把警察叔叔的电话弄不见了！！本来想叫警察来赶走他的！

不管平时你多会做人， 有时候，就是经常不经意的做错些什么而让人讨厌！
谁能无过，可是如果是一而再，再而三的重复些小毛病，
没有人会永远忍你的
我此刻，真心体会偶像说的！
世界上没有 "我爱你，所以你的坏习惯我也得一并买单”
坏习惯必须，一定得改！改！！！！
再小，一直重复，就会惹人厌!
（不是在说室友， 是这件事让我觉悟了些什么）

糊涂要改！
东西乱放要改！
紧急的时候找不到东西救命！！！每次都这样！！！TT

真正的问题：

1.期望与现实的落差
2.了解问题根源，计划解决对策 （面对，正视 是唯一出路）
3. 找不到3个可能出错的地方 =不理解问题
4. 谁的问题 ? ----了解根源，连根拔起 （no-blame policy)
5. 诚意 -有没有诚意解决？发现问题，不想解决 = 真正的问题

HOW？
1. experience
2. analysis skills ： might depend on experience
3. doesnt understand problem
4.  practical solutions

4P: purpose position perspective period

Rien n'est facile!!!

521

原来，

世界上最容易的事

正是平时自己边做边埋怨的事

试试自己领域外的事，

才知道自己选了适合自己的。

虽然那样，

我还是不想放弃寻找生活圈以外的乐趣

小姐，听说你两天后考一颗你很烂的科目哦

很得空嘛

光干些有的没的！

Il est vinght deux heures moins le quart

一颗星，一牙月

亮得很

Obvious culture difference: light bulb!
for every Asian keeps a lot of bulbs!

Ma Ville Natale

Je viens de SP. C'est dans le nord de M et au nord de P. C'est connu surtout pour la

production de riz.  Il y a beaucoup beaucoup rizieres a la campagne.  C'est assez  ennuyeux,mais c'est une belle ville.  J'adore bien ma ville natale pour son calme. 

Il n'est pas anime, donc nous n’avons pas des problèmes de circulation. Il y a quelques 

supermarches, piscines,cinemas , deux universites et une riviere.  Vous peuvez faire du 

shopping, aller au cinema, ou aller a la peche sur une belle journee.  Les enfants jouent

au badminton les soirs normalement.  

Cependant, il n'y a pas d'aeroport.  C'est incommode.

Je quitte la ville pour N parce que j'etudie dans l'universite a N.  Ils sont deux endroits 

tres differents.  Je prefere la culture Anglaise mais j'aime beaucoup temps ensoleillee 

tout l'annee en M.   

Amoureues du pain

Je suis amoureues du pain! Je souvent visite boulangerie, mais je pense que du pain fait maison est le meilleur du monde.  Donc, j'apprends à faire du pain pendant le temps libre.

For every woman has a balance~
chaque femme a une balance

Learning Another Language

http://www.theguardian.com/education/2014/sep/04/what-happens-to-the-brain-language-learning

"We know that people who speak more than one language fluently have better memories and are more cognitively creative and mentally flexible than monolinguals. Canadian studies suggest that Alzheimer’s disease and the onset of dementia are diagnosed later for bilinguals than for monolinguals, meaning that knowing a second language can help us to stay cognitively healthy well into our later years.

Even more encouraging is that bilingual benefits still hold for those of us who do not learn our second languages as children. Edinburgh University researchers point out that “millions of people across the world acquire their second language later in life: in school, university, or work, or through migration or marriage.”Their results, with 853 participants, clearly show that knowing another language is advantageous, regardless of when you learn it."

situation A:

一艘船，快沦陷
一艘救艇，只剩最后一个位
一家人，爸爸，妈妈，小孩

爸爸第一时间跳上救艇，把小孩接过去。

对此， 有何看法？

解说： 爸爸这么做是对的， 因为身为一个男人，应该扛起所有家里的责任。 如果是妈妈上了船，那么她接下来的日子会很苦。她得承受失去家人的痛苦， 扛起家里的重担，独立抚养孩子，撑起夫家，照顾娘家。 与其让妈妈经历这些，爸爸决定自己扛起一切。

解说也说这种像爸爸的人是可贵的， 因为他的成熟超越情绪。


Situation B:

100个人（20岁到60岁都有）， 只有90个救生圈
大家都推让， 老的要给少的， 少的要给老的
就是决定不要救自己就对了

解说：大家都好像很伟大，愿意牺牲自己成全他人。  其实， 一个人能在当下决定救自己是需要绝对的勇气和责任感的。放弃生命在这种状况好像是中伟大的牺牲， 可是留下来的人更是对生命负责任。大家的推脱好像很伟大，其实是懦弱的表现。为什么推脱？因为觉得别人活下来绝对比自己来的好。因为不相信自己可以改变些什么。 因为想逃避被救活后的痛苦后续，所以把那些可以预见的痛苦推脱给别人。素不知如果决定了救自己，一切就会按照自己所为而发展， 未必会是悲剧啊。 要是哪个人靠着那救生圈找到援助，或许整船的人都会获救的。


moral of the story : believe in urself!
个人不懂这个说法对吗
可是肯定的是， 从小，
就决定一定要比自己想守候的人多活至少一天。
因为觉得自己handle 负面情绪的能力肯定比他们好
不要把可以预见的痛苦留给别人， 特别是自己亲密的人

Source: http://french.about.com/od/verb_conjugations/a/emmener.htm

Si la grammaire anglais est si compliqué..........

以前在校园逛
常常会看到一些纪念碑，为某某命名的树，木椅等等的
没想到有一天，会是自己曾经对话过的人
8个多月了呀。。。

Tu dois travailler dur pour réussir!

无法置信!

像我这种懒惰鬼会下手做这个!

真相是：蛋跟奶要过期了!
前阵子堆货，怕自己饿死
怎知道连饿的感觉也没有
现在必须清货！

C'est delicieux

不懂。。。。真的搞不懂
20岁出头
怎么会那么desperate
或许那是norm
我才是奇怪的那个
大家才搞不懂我呢
哈哈
Watever
只是想记录这种强烈的desperation
我， 活在同时空里
可是却天生的没有share这份desperation
所以， 自己有点怪

菜， 油了点。。。=（
（下次用烫的）

轻松了两天

疯了两天

是时候， 开始准备考试了！

加油！！

快乐真的可以很简单

淡淡的牛油toast 香

甜滋滋的muffin

一杯热乎乎的牛奶

几个好朋友

聊些废话

此起彼落的欢笑

（fine， gotta admit it， 不是欢笑，是狂笑声， 对不起，邻居们！发现只要超过3个女生在一起就一定吵到不行，失控到不行）

12度的早晨。。。幸福的时刻！

潮流：dissertation submission
看到大家陆陆续续的post， 就很开心！

stress?

"Stress" has never been involved in my study life until I started my research project
It was always "busy" n "occupied"
I mean, never felt pressurised b4 until previous months
N this pressure was significant
U lost ur appetite
U sat in front of the laptop for more than 12hrs without a toilet break
U found any notification annoying
U were easily irritated
U even lost ur feeling, din feel tired even at 4am(adrenaline surge probably)

I saw how everyone around me reacted to it
Jz wanna say, do not make stress a valid reason for u to do sth irrational
It doesn't justify ur crazy act
A proper destressing mechanism is really important!figure out one for urself
(I walked in the park every evening!haha....the greenery n the blue sky are always my cure.)

大家不约而同把自己的窝讲成垃圾场

回家第一件事: 收拾垃圾场

夸张，真的!

乱叠的衣物，满地的杂志，drafts，

 乱到不行的衣柜

(这个真的夸张了) 吃了早餐还没洗的盘碗杯筷

反正就是一副狼藉，以前不能忍受的都出现了

For the past 3 weeks, (when I realised I had massive editting to do)

I screwed up my biological clock, highest record:4am (bear in mind tat I slept at 11pm every single day of my life b4 this, now I sleep only after 1am)

I screwed my tempo 

I changed my lifestyle

Barely ate anything for the past week

Wat the hell I was in for the past month

Since the start of 2015

It has been hectic till the moment I handed in my work

God!5 months hv gone ......I spent half of my 23rd doing all these, and these shall be the best memories for me

The best module I hv ever had

Supported by 2 members of staff, 

Discussed n researched on a topic of interest

It was like a mini dissertation

Met lecturers to discuss ideas

Wrote n editing n wrote n editing...........(endless)

Was asked for my opinion on this module by a junior

Replied:"onli take if u r really interested"

Bcoz u need to put in lot of effort on it

N it makes u do 2 dissertations at one time

The research project

Best experience ever

But painful dissertation writing 

Compared to my optional module,

I got relatively less guidance on this

(Don't get me wrong, my supervisor is a really nice person, jz tat he isn't allowed to help me much, he taught me patiently like a kindergarden teacher b4)

N I realised tat it is a huge chapter abt team working

Glad tat I got a chance to learn it formally 

French, a dream since I was a kid

Don't ask me y French

Had been bombarded this question, I hv no idea how this dream formed when I was a kid

It is really fun to learn a foreign language

Although it is hard

To me, this level 1 module is comparable to pharmacy level 4 module

Written exam in a week, gotta do well!

 Pile of magazines accumulated

No time to read!!!! 

Nvm, can read during summer

P/s:not complaining of the hard work, jz a recording of wat I had done for the past months....half a year past in a blink of eyes!

These are very valuable experience for me.

Love life! Sweet n bitter bits, both!

The End of 3rd Year

Ended my nite with a bunch of my closest frens n rose wine!

What a great destressing nite

Felt particularly good after a long period of hard time 

不经一番寒彻骨，焉得梅花扑鼻香
形容得非常贴切
因为现在是春天， 然后到处都是梅花
（我邻居就有一棵）

wont forget how wonderful tonite was
chatted with a like-minded fren who did the research on the same topic
she does in silico one, i did a lab-based one
first time eating KFC here
ordered Indian food as well
were the most spicy dishes I had here
ate naan too!!!miss naan so much
then v had B&J ice cream
dun be shocked by the amount of food v devoured tonite
v were starved for long!!!! (abt a week for me )
then our rationality brought us back when a guy fren said:
"u gals really dun afraid of gaining weight ya?"
LOL.....who cares???well, v do care a bit perhaps, hahaha
Then v played cluedo under the effect of alcohol
i couldnt think at all.......was half blurry
of course, i did a bad deduction and lost the game

lastly, i like the sky with lotss of stars tonite!
Je voudrais faire la grasse matinee!!!!!
Nite world!!!!

P/s : been started to take alcohol......rum n raisin ice cream n alcoholic drink occasionally...environmental factor does change one's lifestyle!

Bye, hundreds of TLC plates

Bye, NMR spectra

Bye, year 3!

终于懂了~

原来这才是真正的expectation

凌晨两点哦
室友醉熏熏的回来
没有办法说一句话
没有办法在包包找钥匙
所以猛敲大门，狂按门铃
她常三更回家，醉熏熏的或是带个男的
这些我都respect, her lifestyle anyway, no comment
虽然庆幸她找得到回家的路
然后糟了
我们不用睡了
发酒疯
天呀，一个晚上
就在我门外！！
因为害怕人体在酒精下的不理智
我们都进房间锁门＋堵门
因为她时不时误认我们的门为她的们
黑漆漆的，躲在被下，跟室友们讲电话
大家都吓得脸青唇白
又不敢面对她

有次在药房也遇过类似的客户
我吓得躲到櫃台后面
还好专业的药剂师懂得如何处理
或许在这里类似这样的很普遍吧

第二次， 在被单下发抖到睡着
很可怕
一个晚上，自己和恐惧战斗
我输得彻底
恐惧，没被克服只有越滚越大

她平时很considerate
我就忍了

p/s: 恐惧必须直视面对!

要问就得敢承受答案带来的烦恼
穷追不舍的问
有想过你反应不过来的表情是对当事人最大的伤害吗？

我， 不是漠不关心
是害怕那是又一个悲剧
我， 给不了安慰， 给不了指引
我。。。很渺小

家家有本难念的经
人人有难引的事
不管你的问题是什么
不要装可怜!不要期待身边每个人知道后你就可以仗着自己受害者的身份理所当然要点怜悯
我不说，也不问
对我微笑就好， 我也会对你微笑
=)

#from50to70

met him for the last time
the contrast is damn obvious
he is damn smart,
well, i'm not stupid ,
but do not know how to put myself in an advantageous position
am really grateful for his help when i'm in such desperation!
got to work extra extra hard these few days
learnt a lesson!
jia you!!!

#from50to70

成长日记

长大了， 自己的情绪自己负责

自己的生活自己照顾

心情不好自己疗愈

任何决定自己负责

开心是自己的

伤心难道就不是吗？

加油!

停●不●下●来

坚○持○到○最○后○的○最○后

#massiveediting

Travailler dur d'ici.

is their general election day today
there's a polling centre in the campus
everyone is enthusiastic to vote
well, too bad, i declined to vote

jz done my french oral exam
TT

#massiveediting

always get positive feedbacks
"well done"
"u've done a lot, dont u?"
"i dont expect u ..........."
"nice, particularly nice with this.....good job"
"nice talking to u ........"
"ah, things are made clear this way...u've done well on this...."

but tell me why?????
do they practice saying good words as courtesy?
mayb they are being too optimistic on everything?
they see only nice things with their eyes and say only nice words with their mouths?

i really feel hurt
TT
well, MOVE ON!

French oral exam tomorrow!
wish me luck !

#massiveediting

Bonne recommendation!!!
Vous devez essayer au moins une fois dans votre vie!!!
bonne experience!!!

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je vais aller a la mer pendant les vacances.
Je vais a la plage tous les matins.
Pet-etre, je lis un livre et mange une glace a la fraise  sous le parasol
Je n'aime pas prendre le soleil.
Je ne peux pas nager.  C'est ennuyeux !
Pet-etre, je vais aller a la montagne aussi

hmmm....sad news......
when i read the news, i felt embarrassed
i mean, the facts of being from the same home country  and being in similar status as him on this foreign land make me feel angry to be honest
He put us under the lime light , for the wrong reason
then, a fren pointed it out
being a future health care professional, be non-judgemental is soo sooo sooo much important
first of all, v are lack of clinical knowledge abt this mental disorder
v should hv pushed for public understandings on this social taboo at this instance!!!!!
jz like what the ice-bucket challenge had done
2ndly, pointing fingers to him isnt a vent for our anger
doesnt help to ease the situation but worsens and shows how stupid v r
(well, i was stupid for 2-3 days, and after discussing and reflecting, i think v should hv responded better than this)

I feel really sorry for him
for 20 over years, he has been living in such a world that he has to understand the "norm" without anyone understanding his "norm" in return
we were in the same college b4
my close fren was his housemate back then
i jz wanna say, for once, he was jz beside us
v had done nth at all to help
Is it righteous to comment anything at all that doesnt help in this situation?

1. Shut up! Think b4 u say!
2.  Non-judgemental!!!!
3. Face the issue and solve it. By solving i mean a real solution!
4.  Knowledge!! we need to understand it medically b4 we can help the patients.

Thx for guiding me to think straight.  And for him and his family, i'm sorry but do be courageous in facing it.

There's a rainbow after every storm

Jiayou!

Je veux regarder ce film!

真的很感恩！！
有种被重视的感觉
你付出多少， 对方就帮你多少的感觉
以前， 付出比批改者好多好多好多倍的努力
可是批改的人不喜欢你的作品， 就用两秒打了很不堪的分数
现在，每一个词都被理解，interpreted
然后再告诉我哪里不妥
不是开玩笑哦。。。。真的每个词！
好好好感恩得到如此的待遇

虽然被打的分比预期的低很多很多，
还是很欣然地接受
因为对方付出了跟我努力对等的诚意
可是吼， 有些东西我还是disagree 的
比如， 东西的次序，
我觉得， 那样才逻辑
可是您觉得这样才对
殊不知这是先有蛋还是先有鸡的问题
anyway 我尝试了解一切评语
或许我读的没您多，了解的自然比你少吧
确定的是， 我放错了重心
wrong effort！

感恩这次学习的机会
谢谢您的辅导， 虽然可能您有点失望·

另一份也是，
每个词都被解剖
他在耍幽默吗？
哈哈哈。。。他的每个评语都好搞笑
看来不止是我努力跟他沟通，
他也努力了。。。哎呀。。。代沟！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Expectation 很高，
不是尽力就可以达到
可是不尽全力是肯定达不到

4-7-8 Breathing

http://www.drweil.com/drw/u/ART00521/three-breathing-exercises.html

强！！！
只是3天， 光秃秃的树变成绿油油
春天， 生命力！！！

好多蜜蜂~~~
可怕！

French Mode ON!

Je voudrais regarder ce film avant ma epreuve ecrite

Je dois travailler dur maintenant 

Elle est ma professeure
Elle dit:"je ne comprends pas ta travaille."
C'est interressant!
Everyone has an area of expertise.
My Mr /Mdm Know-it-all doesn't exist.
=)

1. 明明准备好了会付出代价， 真正地牺牲了什么时却有点失落。。。我不会天真地以为可以两全其美吧？有舍才有得。。。加油！！！

2.马马虎虎地，很快，不用以后，我就会后悔！！！！！

3. 准备付出一切！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！真的，付出一切！！尽全力，失去一切，也不要在意了！