read abt a couple
the husband was a great writer onli after meeting his wife
because he never wrote sth impressive b4 he got married
the wife was a drunk, a bad influence to the husband
hmmm.....ironic, but tat's love
he loved her more than himself
abandoning her never crossed his mind even when he was totally broke to pay the bills
u know
to drink and smoke
they burnt money
so, he wrote more to make a living, no, he wrote more to keep his wife's lifestyle
N, under financial pressure, his potential to b a writer was manifested
he got great ideas n stories to tell his writers
which he had none b4 meeting his wife
tis brought fame to him
n his private life came under the limelight
ppl started to get interested abt his private life, investigating wat it took to make a great writer
after years together, his wife died
from tat onwards, he went back to his original boring life
without a piece of brilliant writing being produced afterwards
some said tat it's the husband who keeps the wife decent
some said it's the wife who makes the husband a fantastic writer
majority blamed their relationship, blamed her for ruining his life
i'll say, it's the need for each other tat brings the couple together
she is his source of inspiration
he is her source of financial support
well, mayb there's love between them    
but since love isnt a matter (not occupying space n has no mass), tat's out of my considerations
their relationship is wonderful, isnt it??
they dont end up getting divorce when they r poor
none of them choose to leave each other
they even enjoyed the days where they had to worry abt the bills
in my opinion, their relationship is way better than those v can c in tis society
divorce???again???oh, tat's normal!
affair??wat's so strange abt it?!
betrayal? come on, everybody LIES!!
if a sense of needing can keep a relationship worth a lifetime, i dont c y theirs being criticised!

be present!be present!be present!
2day is a new day
NEW one!
dont give excuse anymore
so, it begins here n now!!!
+U ^.^

p/s: there is a rainbow jz ouside the window!=)

四天

今年有点累
本来我做得很好的
本来。。。。。。
可是现在
突然间变空了
本来真的很满的
三分之一是我的
其他的是大家的
可是再过四天
一切将要都是我的
我要摆什么好呢？？

是我贪心了
我想放下不是我的
我想要回我的自由了！
我真的可以吗？
四天后
不要犹豫！
勇往直前吧！！
加油！我一定可以！！
祝：未来更精彩！

振作
振作！！
stand on ur own feet!!!
加油！！
我会走过去的
未来的我会因为今天的我而感到骄傲的
所以一定要走过去！！！
咬紧牙根。。。
不要回头！！
决定了没有什么好后悔的
清醒点！！！
加油

I'm touched
but i wont cry
i appreciate it
but i wont say
instead of showing my emotions
i act in another way
i hope u dont find me weird

wat i want to convey is jz
it's really good to hv u all!!!
thx for everything!!!

Doom's day?

Okay
the hypothesised doom's day is officially over
start ur plan !
life goes on....................

I sensed the difference
they expect higher
precision is wat it is abt
i fail tis time
but i learnt sth
i ll jz give my very best
u r the active power
do not complain
do not blame
accept n move forward
choice is urs
but life goes on!

第一个学期的最后一天

明天
专业口试考试
我会做到最好
我会赢过我自己
击败紧张和恐惧
这是我未来的事业
未来的每一天我都得重复做的事
我会把最好的服务给病人
不该是害怕
是逻辑，冷静， 客观
我可以
加油
没什么好怕的， 准备好就去!!
出来后就正式结束了我大学的第一学期！！

这世上最不可能背叛我的人
亲手毁掉了我对他的信任
那曾经许许多多为他而设的目标
算什么呢？
明年新年没有他的plan会是怎样的呢？
庆幸的是现在已经年尾了
再过半个月
我会重新规划
没有他的日子
我的中心会是什么呢？
加油，自己！！！！

如果时间停留在昨晚。。。

如果时间停留在昨晚
我不介意凌晨了还没睡觉
我会换掉那张桌子
放一张圆形的大桌子
围着一群人
聊着有意义的话题
分享着人生经历
问些私人问题
分享些道理
我蛮喜欢这样坐着
听着听着， 自己就会有启发
可是
最重要的是
我觉得很安全
看着你们的脸
因为今天的我没办法像昨晚幸福
今天是我这辈子最放不开的一天
世界上的一切都是暂时的
包括人与人的关系
无论是姐妹，夫妻， 知己
我总认为
一切都会停止在你离开的那天
原来我错了
可能会更早更早
今天的我负荷蛮重的
可是我明白我需要勇气
我的世界不会因为这样而变成止尽
我不会因为短暂的东西变得更短暂而死去
我高估了它的价值和存在期
再伤心也没用
我还活着
我改变不到
所以我会慢慢重拾信心
我会再一次拥有
可是这次
我不会再受伤
因为这次我的防线会更厚
尤其是自己最亲的人
Promise！
我不会再受伤
不会再开放自己的感情
我会变得更强更强
因为
我选择，决定我的人生！！
我享受一个人的世界
没有背叛，没有不该给的信任！！

末日？

身边的讲师和同学一直在提
可是如果当天会发生什么灾难的话
怎么办呢？
当天我会一个人在宿舍
做什么好呢？

可以不要是21 号吗？？
20号才考完试啊
而且我还选择不回家呢！！
哈哈

就静观其变吧。。。

12.12.12

it's really my pleasure to meet with such a wise senior

she truly understands

thank u so much!!

she is really cool

physically and spiritually

LOVE her so much

meeting her at this point enlightens my life

tat's the onli time tat i feel tat uni life can b wonderful

however, 2day is not as beautiful as the date suggests

another cool guy is going to leave

someone who stands still even is opposed by everyone in the world

i salute u!

N, more than that is my gratitude to u

even though u onli appear for a short while

n i paid no attention to u when u were delivering academic stuffs

I REMEMBER EVERYTHING U TOLD US AS AN ELDER N A WONDERFUL SCIENTIST!!

i will hold onto the principles u told, 

not bcoz it's u who told me to

but, 

BCOZ V R OF THE SAME TYPE

i buy ur principles by heart n tat is what i gonna protect n stick to for a life time

i will miss u!TT 

May u be healthy always....hope to hear from u soon!!

Life has started!

This is really a good experience
this gave me an insight into how things r meant to be for my future life
N i love it!
hahaha
but i performed badly jz now
hahahah
i made serious stupid mistake until my lecturer laughed out loud on the spot!!!!!!
well, i admit tat i'm weak
tis was my 1st time to dispense a drug!
i will grow mature in this, i WILL!!!
but, after all
I guess tis is a real precious memory after i become a real pharmer!
yea......LIFE HAS OFFICIALLY BEGUN!
1st n more to come...........

Be present, Be calm, Be grateful!

Being introduced to tis mindful gym by chance
it is really useful for students to release tension

1. Touch now go here!Dun worry abt the future or regret abt the past.
2. Be in a sense of presence before concentrating on sth....it helps!
3.  What Went Well in this week? Build confidence.
4. It is a bell-shaped graph for performance against stress graph.  V need stress to progress!

CREAMs......

Made creams 2day
the texture turned out well
but they r both underweight!!!
loss during transfer is just too much
way too much than expected
feeling quite sad
i put a lot of time n effort on tis
n these r assessed practicals!!!!
TT
must think of a way to increase my efficiency
worked like crazy jz now
applied cow force to shear
walk to n fro many times
really tired!!!
rest 1st, n continue fighting!!!
LIFE GOES ON!!!

Biggest HUMILIATION ever!!!!!!!!

Being "told" FACE to FACE
sth tat's not my fault!
sth tat shouldnt happen
y m I getting tis?
i can onli blame myself for not being more independent!!!!!!

Moral of the story :
DONT EVER DO TIS TO THE OTHERS IF U URSELF DONT WAN IT!

Wat can i do now? Think twice abt it!